The Pathetic World

Piece of news, piece of crap

xcira — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 12:55:10 +0000

Received a sms.. was damn piss off.. wtf man, I seriously don’t get it, why is he there in the first place?

Posted in Life

update… …updated

xcira — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 08:13:31 +0000

Went ppcc indoor yesterday.
Got my long stabilizer and new finger tab from coach, yuppie! both that things burn a hole in my pocket.. T.T
So, training time! With the stabs on, the feeling is so much better, i can “drop” my bow after each arrow, and my grouping also become smaller~ woot!
alvin leave early.
bus-ed back 8 with mB, darrel & dexter~
talk crap with them. =X
went back home put my things and bus-ed back to inter again. Guess what? same bus uncle! lols.. he gave me this expression -> o.o<- LOL
On the bus saw my sec-sch form teacher… with ahem.. LOL, caught them red handed! xDxD actually didn’t notice them when I board the bus, only when I alight~ Zzzz, maybe its a good thing?

( somebody just called. Its a wrong number.)Zzzz

Went TM meet up with my bro for dinner. Also, arcade too. (x
Later, home sweet home.

1/10/08
The day when I got my result. Wasn’t very satisfied with it.
And I swear to myself I shall never get this kind of grade again.

30/09/08
Damn, I’m piss off.
If you doesn’t love her, please don’t toy with her feelings. Grow up kid, know the difference of “love” & ”like“. Love is about giving in, sacrificing for that someone and protecting her. You have accomplish none of the above, sucker. She treat you as her bf, yet you treat her as a maid. DAMN. She’s your gf, not ur maid, ass jerk.
One more time & your gonna get it from me. fucker.
I mean it.

Posted in Life

Arrgh

xcira — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 17:04:37 +0000

Intense pain in my left eye since this morning, damn.

Summary (if you can understand) :
Bus->mrt->library->mrt->scouting->[water break]->library->mrt->bus->home->bus->dinner->bus->home->blog->sleep. xD

I’m miraculously early today! x)
today go scouting for all the ingredients and planning the budget worrh~ quite buzy… sigh..
ordered a soya milk drink from “Mr. Bean” , finish in less than 10s. woaha~ i must be really extremely thirsty. >.<
[ Blah blah blah...]
Mrt back. Suddenly left eye become sibei pain… T.T
endure all the way back home, wash up my eyes and sleep…
[Blah blah blah...]
someone called. went TM for dinner and back home straight after that.
(Left eye still pain la…)
[Blah blah blah...]
Home.
Budgeting… =X =X =X
music-ed, msn-ed, phone-ed, blog-ed.
lastly, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
bye people~
and my damn left eye stilll hurts.. =(

Posted in Life

prehaps prehaps..

xcira — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:56:26 +0000

I’m crazy.
Damn.
will someone grab a crowbar and bash it at my head?!?!

Posted in Life

there we go again

xcira — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 15:55:43 +0000

Quarrel again.. WTF
being yell like a dog
FCUK IT

Posted in Life

NONONO!

xcira — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:14:30 +0000

thiscannotbehappennonopleasenoibegyoucrapnoplease

FUCKINGLYNO…………………PLEASE

everythingbutthat………..pleaseno

Posted in Life

Black blood, black tears

xcira — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 23:18:48 +0000

Everything shall change.
Thats all.
=(

feeling super down this 2 weeks… idk why…
T.T

Posted in Life

Hmm

xcira — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 07:59:15 +0000

Time for some replacement. Zzzz

update more ltr.

Posted in Life

Poison by Groove Coverage.

xcira — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 14:13:18 +0000

Your cruel, device
Your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

Your poison running through my veins
Your poison, I don’t wanna break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I’m caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat

I hear you calling and its needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don’t wanna touch you but your under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison

Your poison running through my veins
Your poison, I don’t wanna break these chains

Running deep inside my veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

Your poison running through my veins
Your poison, I don’t wanna break these chains

Poison…

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

Your poison running through my veins
Your poison, I don’t wanna break these chains

Poison….

==============================================

Very similarly to what I feel.

==============================================

scroll down for new entries. (:

Posted in Life

multi-post frenzy

xcira — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:43:23 +0000

i don’t know why. this the 3rd post today.
crap.
why am i being affected by “that”, that much.

To god who I hate, grant me a wish.
Let me sleep for eternal, and I will obey your every command.
Grant this wish, please.

I’m sick and tired of life.

Posted in Life